My Real Housewife's tag line would be, "I wish you could see yourself in my eyes!  [twirl] ... SEKTUAL"  Not only is that my tagline, but I frequently tell my friends that (especially while intoxicated!)  I want them to know how much I care for them, and that to me, they are perfect!  My friends in Los Angeles mean the world to me.  With my family living across the country, my friends fill in are my family.  It's a bit disconcerting that after years of un-wavered loyalty, in an instant my integrity would be questioned.  It's hurtful to think how easily I was made scapegoat.  I can't apologize for something I didn't do, but I genuinely feel sorry my friend think think better of me.  You win some, you lose some.  Life-1 / Brett-0