The Trouble Is, You Think You Have Time.

Tears are words that need to be written.  I took a little break because I needed to find those words.  For me heartbreak overwhelms me to a nomadic state of dysphoria.  It is like every sad memory I have ever felt in my life, re- floods my mind; and the emotions become unbearable.  This year has really tested my limits as to how sad I thought I could feel.  I am the type of person that doesn't want to bring anyone down with my personal issues, but sometime the pain is too much to mask.  I can't help but wonder "Why?"  I know death is inevitable but the time frame and pain involved seems a little malicious.  I wonder if I know how happiness feels anymore or if all the scars of my past hurt have numbed all realm of that feeling.  I just hope and pray I can catch a break to get this dark cloud off my shoulders.  With that being said I would like to take the time to thank my family and friends for always being there to really help me pick up the pieces.  Like I said I am not one to kill a vibe, and this is a fashion blog, so here are pictures taken on a much happier day, in Vegas celebrating the birth of a dear friend and METROsektual photographer Justin (Snapchat: thejustinohara) 

There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of Tyra (my cat of 17 years) she brought so much love in my life.  She was so special to me and I truly feel a part of me got lost when I lost you!  I would do anything to have one more kiss on the nose from you or one more belly scratch.

and my dear Uncle Marv who passed away of stage 4 colon cancer.  I talked to you just a few short days ago.  You were taken from us far too early!  I will always think of you and smile knowing you are giving everyone in heaven a good laugh with your raunchy sense of humor and kind heart.  You will be so missed.

RIP Marv Dreissig and Tyra.  

Hoodie The Kooples // Vest OakNYC // Tshirt Kelly Cole // Watch Vestal // Jeans Vintage Levis // Shoes Nike